saat teduhku (renungan tgl 24 apr '10)

suatu kebanggaan menyebutkan TUHANku besar dan aku kecil .
kenyataan yang gak bisa disangkalkan . kalau dr kitab ditulis , bumi kita ini hanya cukup untuk jd tumpuan kakinya , sebenarnya ini udah melewati batas pemikiran sehat manusia . cuma satu yang pasti udah jd prinsip dasar imanku , TUHAN itu besar .
seterusnya aku jg berpikir kalau bumi saja cuma bisa jd 'alas' kaki Tuhan, kita ini seberapa besar sih??
apa kita seukuran dengan kukunya , karena bumi ini pun sangattt besar . bandingkan lg dengan ciptaan nya yg lain .
masih ada beberapa planet jauh lebih besar dr bumi , matahari sbg tata surya , dan beberapa benda angkasa penerang .
bumi itu udah nggak avaiable lg buat di lihat . (chek di beberapa gambar di internet)
satu lagi , bahkan matahari masih ada yg ngalahin , kayak betelgeuse dan antares .
Oh my God , amazing , TUHAN itu memang sangat besarrr (kuasanya)
habis itu aku mikir lg,
kalau dia sudah sebesar itu , sudah sehebat itu , kenapa TUHAN mesti rela berkorban untukku dengan mengorbankan anaknya yg tunggal buat menyucikan kembali dosa2 ku.
satu yang pasti TUHAN sayang sama semua ciptaanNYA . apapun akan dilakukan untuk menjadikan ciptaanNYA indah .
aku jd segan , jangankan ciptaan , TUHAN sendiri menganggap aku sbg biji mataNYA.
biji mataNYA ?? nggak cuma aku tetapi kita semua .
itu terlalu besar , dan aku ngerasa itu terlalu indah .
mata itu organ utama dalam tubuh seseorang . begitulah DIA menganggap aku dan kau berarti di matanya . mahluk hina sebagai mahluk mulia di matanya .
TUHAN , makasih ya , I LOVE YOU

start it by singing my fav song :)

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me