Saturate

why everything became so easy at first, but now it seems like everything will be hard at last...

why is it too simple  for him to set me up and down in my mood?

i feel like he plays on me. and actually it's slowly make me saturate

does he know that every time in my life is so precious when he's with me? but why he doesn't look that care.

God, it completely ruins me, my life, my day, my mood. my everything.

don't let him make fun on me, God. pleaseeee :'( i just feel like I'm not that mean for him today.

God, if he's not the one who will be with me in wonderful future you've set for me, then let him stay far away from me. cause be with him, it's only make a new pain. I beg You Father. i would accept everything you did on me with whole-hearted, cause i believe in  you. I trust You. and I know that You're God that never plans the bad thing on me.You're good all the time.